I Need Romance 3. Episode 1 - My Thought & Quotes.

“A Woman Who Looks Like Sing Sing”

“On the day I was born, it was the first snow of the year. A seven-year-old Sing Sing left footprints in the snow where no one else had walked, as she came to meet me. I heard it all from Sing Sing. She said that on the day I was born, I was like a sweet potato. I don’t believe her.” - Joo Wan

“How is he going to get through life when he’s so ugly?”- Shing-Shing

 Whether it's one reason or hundred reasons, a man who say's the word 'break up', I have no intention of holding onto him.If I hold on, will you be held? - Shin Joo Yeon

“Sadness is parting from someone—your heart hurts and that pain grows deep. Something gets tangled in your heart. That’s sadness.” - Shing Shing

Some people break up because they don't like each other, but some just can't see the other person, even if they want to." - Shing Shing

There is no reason to be sad or hurt. A relation coming to an end is natural" - Shin Joo Yeon

I didn't understand. There were things I wanted to ask. But I didn’t ask. There is only one reason for all breakups, the passion of dating has ended." - Shin Joo Yeon

“You’ve changed. I thought about it, why you’ve become this woman. Earlier today you said you had someone you were in love with, but that was a lie. If you were in love with someone, if you were receiving someone’s love, you would be a person who treasured memories a little more. 
So if you are dating someone right now, you should break up, because it’s not real love.”
- Joo Wan

"Even if don't want to meet, we will end up meeting soon. Because I'm a person who keeps his promises." - Joo Wan

My thought on the 1st episode:

Starting with a little girl walking with her red coat on the first winter... that was cute. It is good to know that the story begin with something innocent, cute, loveable and sweet. Knowing that this story will soon turn out to hatred, sadness, loneliness and romance... everything that start with a fresh feeling is great.

At first, I've my doubt about these two pairing up... NO! not because of the age, but maybe because I'm still stuck with IRIS and GU FAMILY BOOK. But after watching the 1st episode, I'm relieved that I'm already on track... means waiting for the next episode is definitely a must for me.

This drama have everything you want. If you're someone who repeatedly got hurt and later change into someone much more stronger, capable, cool, successful (well I always want to think I am stronger and cool)... than you'll love Shin Joo Yeon. You'll start to relate  and agree with her in everything she do and for some reason you'll see YOU in Shin Joo Yeon... seriously, I do... and for that reason I'm hooked to this drama.

If that reason wasn't enough, than you'll love Joo Wan aka Allen Joo. He's tall, handsome, sweet, loveable, romantic and so on... everything you want in a guy just list it... he is almost perfect well at least for me. Seriously, I need to find someone soon... I'm the one who need romance now.

Other character really fit in, friends, long lost enemy, crush, ex-lover, and so on. Seriuosly it is too short but yet delightful. Love it!

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The Winter The Wind Blows

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“I’ve lived my whole life thinking that I only have myself to depend on. Will there really be a moment of enlightenment?” -Oh Soo

“I, who wants to live, met a woman who wants to die. We are clearly very different. But for some reason… at that moment, that woman seemed like me. For the first time, I became curious about that woman.” – Oh Soo

“If I can choose when to die, then I thought that was the perfect moment. 

Because you came.” - Young

“One day, I thought, ‘Why am I living?’ No matter how much I thought about it, there was no reason for me to live. ‘Why am I trying so hard to stay alive? Even if it ends, there wouldn’t be anyone to mourn me. Even if my life ends today, there’s nothing to lose.’” – Oh Soo

“Why do I want to live so badly? Why must I live? I don’t even have a reason to do this to her, who can’t even see. An endless lie… Why must I live like this? Was I frantically hoping for a moment like this all my life?” - Oh Soo

"What a person can do for another is not to forgive, but to give comfort. It’s okay to not be okay. It’s okay to be scared. It’s okay to cry.” - Young

“I, for your sake, placed a million bells. Actually, this sound is from the rustling of the frozen branches of the trees. Later, when I leave, even when you lose the bell, if the winter wind blows, the trees will always make this sound. If only you could see this now, it would have been really nice. But more than this, what I want to show you is actually you, yourself, more than anything, it would be nice if you could see yourself.” – Oh Soo

“If I could have stopped, I would have stopped then. My dangerous acts to get close to Young were crossing the limit. The warning sounds that rang from deep within my heart… I definitely heard them.” - Oh Soo

“I… Even if I’m not around you, even if the wind isn’t blowing, now the wind chime will always ring." - Oh Soo

“I’ll live. No matter what.
Even if I’m stuck in a gutter or stabbed by Moo-chul, I’ll live.
When I was little, left under a tree in the cold, I lived.
I didn’t even feel guilty when I betrayed your parents who treated me like their child, stole money, and left. Even after Hee-joo died, I lived. I’ll find a way to live. I have you, Hee-sun, and… I have many reasons to live now.” – Oh Soo

"You don't care at all how I'll feel after I leave here right?

the fact that I'll yearn for you, miss you, want to touch you, you don't care,
because if you die, that's it. If I know what a disrespectful brat you were a bit sooner...

making food with you, listening to the sound of snowflakes with you, hoding you, those painful,

unforgettable kind of memories ~ I wouldn't have made them.

During that time, if you made those memories just to die, then I'm going to make a new memories to live. If I only have painful memories with you, the it's going to be easy to forget you after you die. Because I have to live even without you. Even without you, I have to live in this disgusting world!" - Oh Soo

“Yesterday I finally realized why Hee Joo chose Oh Soo over me. Even if I have to die, I can’t let go of my ego. Whether it’s for love, parents, you, or even in front of death, I can never degrade myself. But, Oh Soo is able to get rid of himself. He doesn’t have to look cool. He’s not afraid. Do you what I said to Hee Joo when she told me she was going to Oh Soo? ‘Take care. Live well. Be happy.’ I’m that kind of person. I can’t look foolish. Oh Soo abandons himself to keep his love, but me, in order to look good, I lose love… miss the time to get treatment. Like you said, I’m getting punished by karma.” – Moo Chul

“For the first time, I was as joyful as a child. I wasn’t scared of Moo-chul’s knife, either. For the first time, I didn’t consider my thirty years of life as being unfair. For the first time, it felt like the world was fair. I don’t want to forget being with Young in this moment, so when I take Moo-chul’s knife, I should never feel that it’s unfair.

I remind myself of that hundreds and thousands of times, but there are still moments when I’m afraid. Then I’ll think of this again. Up to this moment today, being endlessly afraid of death… Young, who is in front of me… I will never think of my life as unfair. 

Right now, I’m happy. That’s enough.” – Oh Soo

“Rather than saying those words, if you had just told me that when you were young, the wounds you received from being abandoned like trash caused you to live like trash, and that more so than a blind person like me, you were hurting more… those words would have been more comforting. You knew I loved you yet you still fooled me.
If you had just told me that you didn’t get a kick out of tricking me, it would have been more comforting. Out of all the reasons why I can’t forgive you, the main reason is that right now, I can’t even mourn the death of my brother who I missed as much as my mother.
Because of you. Loving a conman like you, let’s just blame it on my blindness. Although I hate you enough to want to kill you, no matter how I think about it, there’s nothing a blind person like me can do. You fooled me good, all along.” – Young

"It's okay to get angry, or even curse at me. Even if you do so later, you will feel more at ease." - Oh Soo

“I can’t thank you. But I can understand you. It’s my fault, too. The moment I met you, my heart fluttered. I should have known then. I’m a fool, right? How is it? If I did this much, I am being very understanding of you aren't I?” - Young

"Even though you don't understand, there is no problem with the way you live, so don't try so hard. But my love for you has always been true." -Oh Soo

“You were all I had, even if others think that it’s just an obsession, still, you were the only one I had. Company stocks? I don’t need them. The shareholders’ position or being your legal representative? I can give that all up. I embezzled company money out of resentment toward your father, but when you were running the company, I didn’t take any money. Not a single penny. I’ve raised you since I was twenty-six years old. Although my parents disowned me for being a mistress, I didn’t have my own child. I raised you! You’re my daughter!” – Secretary Wang

“When I left that house, I left with dignity. Because I love her. Because she loves me too. In order to see me someday, she will live. So even if we’re apart right now… at least one time, even by chance, we will meet. Believing that, I was able to leave that house not only with dignity, but with arrogance. I didn’t even say that I was sorry. But, Young saw that side of me and told me… that she loved me.” – Oh Soo

“I should have just conned her. I shouldn’t have made her fall in love with a guy like me.” 
– Oh Soo

“If I were to be born again, I wouldn’t live like this. But I can’t help the fact that this is the end for me. Hee-sun, even if everyone in the world curses me, I want to understand that I lived like this because I was dumb and simple. Because if I didn’t even understand myself… I’d be too pitiful.” – Moo Chul

“I had to say that one thing to Young… that in this hurtful world, I once thought that life was nothing. If it’s gone, it’s gone – that’s all I thought life amounted to.
But you, Young, became the last reason for me to live like a human being. Could I become the same to you? In this empty world, could I not become your last reason to live?”” – Oh Soo

“When you were gone and I couldn’t see you, the hardest part was that I still missed you. I guess it wasn’t over for me either when I let you go. Even at the moment when I wanted to end it, a part of me still wanted you to run back to me. When I slit my wrist, I looked forward to you opening my door instead of feeling scared. As if I never wanted to die.” – Young

“Isn’t it hard when you can’t look into the eyes of someone you love?” -Young

“No, it wasn’t ever hard, I always felt as if she was always looking at me with all her body and heart." - Oh Soo

THE END

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I've quoted everything from the 1st episode till the end... I believe some best quote has been left but I'm satisfied with this drama. 2013 winter's wasn't that cold when there is hopes, dreams and love. Overall, it's definitely worth watching drama. Every scene are beautiful, seriously both Jo In Sung & Song Hye Kyo looks so perfect that it feels like I'm watching an advertisements for a long run. If you haven't watch it yet... well in case you haven't yet. Go!

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49 Days Quotes.

Crying. Do you think crying with tears is really crying?” – Scheduler

“You don’t know how precious it is to have a body, do you? Being able to touch, and feel warmth. You have a voice that someone else can hear, and you have people to hear your voice. You can look at someone and smile together. Please, have strength. You need to be strong so I can live too — no, so that I can do something to stay alive.” – Ji Hyun

“Human beings’ hearts change, that’s their specialty. Forever? There’s no such thing. Love, then hate. Hot, then cold. Upset, then grateful. Full of resentment, then understanding. And it goes on.” – Scheduler

“Someone once said, that love is letting someone misunderstand you, because that causes them less pain. If you love someone so much, even if you had misunderstood, you wouldn’t explain. You don’t want to hurt that person. You’d rather that person not get hurt, even if you get misunderstood.” – Ji Hyun

“While I was sleeping, I had a dream. On my engagement day, my shoe broke. I kept seeing you taking your shoes off for me. You took off your shoes unconsciously and ran barefoot. In that moment, you’d taken them off for me. They say that shoes are a woman’s pride, but in that moment you threw your pride aside for me. Forgetting the engagement ceremony, you thought of me first. Because I was your friend.” – Ji Hyun

“I waited five years to meet you. To tell you that I loved you, that I never for one moment had feelings for anyone else, to say ‘Let’s marry.’ But not now — the things I want to tell you have changed… I loved you until then. Starting from now, I won’t love you. Because I didn’t want to leave you with only hurt, I waited for five years, wanting you to forget me and be happy.” – Yi Soo

“You know now how precious you were to me. You weren’t thrown away, you were the most important person to me. An incredible person. And so, you’ll become someone else’s incredibly precious person. Promise me that for my sake, you’ll be happy. So that I can leave this world without regrets, so I can start over in the next life. Be happy for my sake.” – Yi Soo

“If it were me, if I knew my days were limited… I would want to see that person’s face even more, to love him more, be good to him. The more you give, the more you get.” – Yi Kyung

“I have to let you go to be happy in the next life. If you’re unhappy, my heart twists and I won’t rest easy. I’ll be born as a bad-tempered guy who can’t receive love, who can’t love either, who lives unhappily.” – Yi Soo

“Because of love, you’d rather let the misunderstandings persist. It’s a way to let the person you love feel less miserable. Perhaps if you love someone too much, you will act like this.” – Ji Hyun

“This today of yours is the precious tomorrow of someone who passed away yesterday.” – Ji Hyun

“Get angry at whom? No matter how unfair it is, no matter how much it tears up my insides, I know it won’t change a thing. No matter how much I beg.” – Ji Hyu

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Fav. Quote: Episode 6 Cinderella's Sister

Episode 6 Cinderella Sister

So it’s that simple,

Once the sun has set it usually does,

Are you able to forget everything?

-Hong Ki Hoon-

No matter who you were, how you smiled,

And what your name was…

None of that is important now.

And to me,

You’re more insignificant than dust or insect are.

Try calling my name or smiling at me,

Because then I will really kill you.

_Goo Eun Jo_

Everyone is off on a picnic

Leaving me behind

Leaving me behind

-Goo Hyo Sun-

I have never seen you as different from Hyo Sun

I might have… there is possibility I did…

But I have no idea if I had…

And I don’t want to know at all.

That feelings is somewhere deep down under the

depths of the ground…

And even if we were to say I hid that feeling…

 I am not ashamed in front of you.

-Dad-

I wish…

I wish…

I had just died that time.

There is numerous times when I could have died.

There were so many chances

when I could’ve been freed from you.

-Goo Eun Jo-

This house is…

difficult for me.

Please don’t give your heart towards me

If you gave it to me already

take every little bit of it back

I’m a good for nothing kid… and I will be to the end.

You won’t even be able to imagine how awful I am.

If you are to know what thoughts run through my head

throughout the days…

you would never want to see me again, not even a second.

-Goo Eun Jo-

Reduce your speed

drive slowly…

I won’t chase after you

~~

I won’t try to grab onto you

even when you ask me to grab onto you, I won’t.

So you don’t have to flee like that.

-Hong Ki Hoon-

Telling me that I’m pretty…

won’t work anymore

You’re… a liar

After getting me on cloud nine

by telling me I’m pretty

I know you’re just going to make me do

everything you want me to do.

I won’t fall for it twice.

-Goo Hyo Sun-

What a relief.

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you won’t do it?

If you’re not goin to it,

tell me now.

I thought you liked it.

This isn’t something I can force someone to do

when they don’t want to do it.

If you don’t want to do it, I can use money.

You’re father money.

-Goo Eun Jo-

You’re… Evil.

-Goo Hyo Sun-

Wah, Song Eun Jo…

No, it’s Go Eun Jo.

There’s no way for me to mimic her

I can’t become like her

If I try to match her pace…

“You will never be like them.”

As soon as I realize that I couldn’t catch up to her…

I wanted to cry.

I should never let her get to me…

But the tears wouldn’t stop

I’m supposed to swear to the heavens and to the land,

but every single words I spit at her has been a lie.

“Unni, don’t die”.

Just die…

Is what I really wanted to say.

“unni, I’ll do well. I’ll take care of you,

don’t die. Unni”.

You got a nosebleed because you’re picking it, weren’t you?

My desire to ask this thing… was my truth.

-Goo Hyo Sun-

"You're... beyond evil.
I've never met anyone as despicable as you before.
You want to make me into someone that has nothing to offer, don't you?
That's why you showed up at my house, isn't it?!"
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"Staying up all night in the research lab so you
can look good in front of dad.
Getting nosebleeds.
Even if you don't do these things,
I'm still compared to you and I become more pathetic 
with each comparison. And when you're next to pathetic useless me,
you become more honest and perfect that you already are."
~~
"I want nothing more than for a thing like you to just die!"
-Goo Hyo Sun-


I think the reason why I favor Hyo Sun words is because... she looks more sincere and honest to her words. Her words represent the feeling that she been keeping inside. Honestly being compared to others... I understand it 100%. It hurts that makes you want to hate someone but than trying to figure out what is wrong and what is right, why and for what... some situation makes its hard to decides who to blames... is it me or you?

"I held you on my back and rifled through trash. Because even though it'd be filthy, I thought feeding you something would be better than not.
When I fed you something from the trash and you got sick, 
you wailed all night & your eyes keep rolling up into the back of your head 
so all I could see was the whites of them. 
Father God, Budha, or Allah, see what happened if you kill my baby.
I vowed that I wouldn't just sit back and do nothing if they took you away.
The moment the heavens threw us away, 
I'd shallow them down in one gulp after I chewed them into tiny bits.
That night, I gave up living as a normal person
Do you know who I am?
I'm the bitch who won a direct match against God and Buddha.
Just to save you."
-Mom-

Extra Pic:

Phew... this take a while... 

busy with work, sick on bed, and with my mood swing almost every day

this is the best I can do... 

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